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Thursday, May 17, 2007

When I consider how my light is spent...

It seems the occassional and necessary fit that comes over me and prompts a truly navel-gazing post along the lines of "What am I doin' hangin' round?" It's a zeitgeist thing; I've seen it in the air lately, as news events slow down and politics turns in favor (slowly, but surely) of left blogistan. Jerry Falwell's death has prompted a new round of interest, mostly of people trying to assess the famous (or infamous) pastor without quite speaking ill of the dead. Pastor Dan has taken two stabs at it (here, with a convenient roundup of still other opinions, and here), and even NPR ran both an excellent story on "Whither the conservative Christian voter now?" as well as an excellent assessment of Falwell as a Christian pastor. It's been interesting to see how the public person is regarded while assidously avoiding personal remarks. But that will wear out soon, and it will be back to business as usual: politics and the outrage du jour, or even of the hour.

Pastor Dan states the issue fairly clearly over at Street Prophets; but it isn't an issue limited to that blog, or to this one. Still, it's an issue that has been claiming more and more of my attention lately:

What are blogs for?

There is, as I said, something in the air. There have been more than a few "meta-blogging" posts and comments going around lately, such as this one, this one, this one, and this one, all revolving around this newspaper column (irony!). The best ones use "navel-gazing" ironically, so as to distance themselves from the very thing they are doing ("Look, Ma, no hands!"), but navel gazing is all it amounts to. This, in itself, is not surprising. It isn't only the consequence of slow news days, or the weariness of working up new outrage at new revelations. Time has simply passed. Like the monks who enter the life of the monastery driven by a vision, an experience, a feeling they want to both share and prolong, the time of acedie inevitably sets in. And the question becomes: how does one go on? What is interesting is that the zeitgeist seems to have brought them all out nearly simultaneously, with only a few prompted by the simple defensive reflex which seems to have gotten blogs started in the first place. But Pastor Dan's post is not defensive at all, and isn't really navel-gazing (though he tags it as such). He raises the question blogs need to be raising as the level of white noise (the sheer number of blogs) rises, and blogging as a "phenomenon" (I'm not sure that word shouldn't apply only to acts of nature) begins to settle into...well, non-phenomenal status.

What are blogs for?

I don't have an answer; but I have come to think blogs are not for this. They are not for ceaseless whining and endless re-assessment of news stories and opinion columns (even as I continue to do it, like a reflex or a bad habit; three in one day alone! But I can quit whenever I want to....) and when all else fails the constant defense of bloggers' rights to do it any way bloggers damn well please to do it. Well, they can be for that, but who really cares when they are? I've come to realize blogs are just like books, the only difference being they are free to everyone. They cost nothing to produce, nothing to sustain, and if you're really, really lucky, they'll even earn you some money. Not many of them, of course, do that; just like books. I've seen too many people in the bookstore spending their days hawking books no one really wants to read, or hawking vanity press publications they are sure will get great word of mouth and notice from Oprah, and they don't hang around the bookstores long enough (who does, besides the employees?) to notice how many books published by major houses end up remaindered (that's why Barnes & Noble always has shelves of "discount books" in their stores, and discount booksellers line tables with stacks of volumes). People publish stories and opinions and information every day, and other people expend a great deal of money to get those stories and opinions and information out to a waiting public who, it turns out, weren't waiting for that at all.

Blogs are no different, except for the money part.

So what are blogs for? And how much longer can they keep it up? And why bother, anyway?

Monks enter a community which has known acedie for millenia; literally, millenia. They know how to cope with it. The story is told of Mother Teresa going to Calcutta because of a mystical vision of Jesus directing her to serve the poor. Decades later a seeker came to her hoping for insight into achieving a mystical vision himself, and she told him she had not had another vision since the one that led her to Calcutta. Never again, in all her long life of devotion, would she have another vision. Acedie. It can last a lifetime.

And what do you do then?

"Eventually," I said once before, "it's not about what you feel, but what you do." But that's the question: what do blogs do? More importantly, what should blogs do? Lately, the conviction has been growing on me that Wittgenstein would have made a fine blogger. And what would he say about this?

Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.
And what would silence on a blog look like? And what might it produce?

Monday, February 07, 2022

Whales and Nightingales and Bottles



Jacob’s heart bent with fear,
Like a bow with death for its arrow;
In Vain he searched for the final truth
To set his soul free of doubt. 

 Over the mountains he walked, 
With his head bent searching for reasons; 
Then he called out to God
For help and climbed to the top of a hill. 

 Wind swept the sunlight through the wheat fields, 
In the orchard the nightingale sang, 
While the plums that she broke with her brown beak, 
Tomorrow would turn into songs.

Then she flew up through the rain
With the sun silver bright on her feathers.
Jacob put back his frowns and sighed and walked
Back down the hill.
God doesn’t answer me and He never will

Wittgenstein compared philosophy to a fly in a bottle. He said he wanted to free philosophy (the fly) from the epistemological dead-end it was in (the bottle). I’ve come to feel that way about faith, belief, and doubt.

Three words we think are synonyms, or certainly kissing cousins, in matters of religion. We use them peculiarly for religious purposes. We certainly use them there in a way all three words are not used anywhere else. But what do we mean by “belief”? Thinking something is true though you can’t prove it? By that definition I “believe “ in germ theory and atomic physics. I’ve never seen a germ or an atom. The proof of their “existence”* is my acceptance of assertions by others. I accept that the mRNA vaccine works because of genetics theory, but if schools taught it was the Force and ancient wisdom of Jedi knights, I guess I’d believe that, too.*

I haven’t proven the tenets of genetic theory. I haven’t proven the validity of atomic theory. I’m told quantum mechanics undergirds modern computing. How would I know? It’s an explanation. Is it true? It is unless someone convinces me otherwise. I trust the people who tell me these things.

Which is to say I have faith in them. Trust and faith are synonyms. I did not say I believe in the people giving me scientific explanations. I did not say I believe in science. I trust. That’s not the same statement as “I believe.”**

I might say “I believe I’ll have another cup of coffee,” but you wouldn’t challenge me to prove the existence of a second cup even if one wasn’t available. Nor would you challenge me if I said I believe in love; or even if I said I believe I’m in love. Two different uses of the word, but neither all that remarkable, or taken to be a claim I must justify.

If I say I’m a Christian, someone will challenge me to explain how I can believe in God. But if I say I’m married, no one asks me to explain how I can believe in love. How are we using the word differently in these two contexts?

And what about doubt? I can doubt a scientific claim, or a friend’s claim. My doubt doesn’t mean I’ve rejected science or my friend. But when we speak of belief and God, doubt is the corrosive that defeats belief, or at least leads us into error. It is the weakness that moves us away from God. But my doubt doesn’t move me towards losing my friend. So why does it threaten my faith in God?

Yes, I shifted terms there. But faith is not belief. And doubt is not the antithesis of faith or belief. Nor is faith an absolute which must be preserved against all challenge.  Faith is trust; nothing less, nothing more. If I trust my friends (and if I don't, they aren't my friends), it takes a great deal to make me lose that trust.  I may doubt them from time to time; be angry with them from time to time; lose contact with them for long periods of time.  Do I doubt their friendship?  Only if I'm given good reason to; and even then, I don't stop trusting them. If I doubt their friendship, have I destroyed our friendship?  Only if it wasn't much of a friendship to begin with.

Trust is something earned, and something given.  If you can't trust in God, if you're someone who thinks they're very clever like Ricky Gervais, and you have no faith in God and mock people who do, what you're saying is that your faith is in yourself.  Fine; put it there.  My point is not that Mr. Gervais is wrong (who am I to judge?).  My point is that we all have faith in something, even if it isn't larger than ourselves.  But to say you have faith in yourself is rather like saying you talk to yourself (raises hand).  Then the question is:  if you are talking to yourself, who are you talking to?  And who's listening?  If you have faith in yourself, who is it you have faith in?  Who is it you are so trusting and so comfortable to put at the center of your existence?  Is there a "you" that trusts "you"?  How does that work?  And to put the question in terms someone like Mr. Gervais always likes to direct at Christians (or maybe Muslims; I'm thinking Jews is too culturally inappropriate):  how do you prove that you exist?

We're approaching Isaiah's cri de couer:

64:1 O that you would tear open the heavens and come down, so that the mountains would quake at your presence--

64:2 as when fire kindles brushwood and the fire causes water to boil-- to make your name known to your adversaries, so that the nations might tremble at your presence!

64:3 When you did awesome deeds that we did not expect, you came down, the mountains quaked at your presence.

64:4 From ages past no one has heard, no ear has perceived, no eye has seen any God besides you, who works for those who wait for him.

Isaiah is not just shouting for God to bring a fire from the skies; he's referring to Elijah:

So Ahab sent to all the people of Israel and gathered the prophets together at Mount Carmel. 21And Elijah came near to all the people and said, “How long will you go limping between two different opinions? If the LORD is God, follow him; but if Baal, then follow him.” And the people did not answer him a word. 22Then Elijah said to the people, “I, even I only, am left a prophet of the LORD, but Baal’s prophets are 450 men. 23Let two bulls be given to us, and let them choose one bull for themselves and cut it in pieces and lay it on the wood, but put no fire to it. And I will prepare the other bull and lay it on the wood and put no fire to it. 24And you call upon the name of your god, and I will call upon the name of the LORD, and the God who answers by fire, he is God.” And all the people answered, “It is well spoken.” 25Then Elijah said to the prophets of Baal, “Choose for yourselves one bull and prepare it first, for you are many, and call upon the name of your god, but put no fire to it.” 26And they took the bull that was given them, and they prepared it and called upon the name of Baal from morning until noon, saying, “O Baal, answer us!” But there was no voice, and no one answered. And they limped around the altar that they had made. 27And at noon Elijah mocked them, saying, “Cry aloud, for he is a god. Either he is musing, or he is relieving himself, or he is on a journey, or perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened.” 28And they cried aloud and cut themselves after their custom with swords and lances, until the blood gushed out upon them. 29And as midday passed, they raved on until the time of the offering of the oblation, but there was no voice. No one answered; no one paid attention.

30Then Elijah said to all the people, “Come near to me.” And all the people came near to him. And he repaired the altar of the LORD that had been thrown down. 31Elijah took twelve stones, according to the number of the tribes of the sons of Jacob, to whom the word of the LORD came, saying, “Israel shall be your name,” 32and with the stones he built an altar in the name of the LORD. And he made a trench about the altar, as great as would contain two seahsa of seed. 33And he put the wood in order and cut the bull in pieces and laid it on the wood. And he said, “Fill four jars with water and pour it on the burnt offering and on the wood.” 34And he said, “Do it a second time.” And they did it a second time. And he said, “Do it a third time.” And they did it a third time. 35And the water ran around the altar and filled the trench also with water.

36And at the time of the offering of the oblation, Elijah the prophet came near and said, “O LORD, God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, let it be known this day that you are God in Israel, and that I am your servant, and that I have done all these things at your word. 37Answer me, O LORD, answer me, that this people may know that you, O LORD, are God, and that you have turned their hearts back.” 38Then the fire of the LORD fell and consumed the burnt offering and the wood and the stones and the dust, and licked up the water that was in the trench. 39And when all the people saw it, they fell on their faces and said, “The LORD, he is God; the LORD, he is God.”

1 Kings 18:20-39

Nothing like a little visible proof, eh?  But Isaiah is not asking God to prove God's existence.  Isaiah is just asking God to turn the hearts of Israel back to the covenant, as Elijah asked God to do. The proof of God is no proof at all. John’s gospel displays it:

28 Father, glorify thy name. Then came there a voice from heaven, saying, I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again. 29 The people therefore, that stood by, and heard it, said that it thundered: others said, An angel spake to him. 30 Jesus answered and said, This voice came not because of me, but for your sakes.

Some heard thunder, some heard an angel, and Jesus tells them the voice was for their benefit. So where’s the proof?

This is why you have to believe. Dese are de conditions dat prevail. God is not playing fast and loose with you. This is how it works. You hear thunder, I hear an angel (maybe), and who between us benefits? You don’t have to believe; but you have to believe. That’s the only possible proof. If I say I believe in God, and you say I believe in nothing, which one of us is wrong? And how do you prove it? The burden is on me? To do what? Prove that I believe?

 We’re going in circles, aren’t we?

Faith is a wholly separate matter. I may believe in God, but do I trust in God? That’s a much more complicated issue. This is where doubt has a place. Do I believe in God? I do, or I don’t. If I doubt God’s existence, I don’t believe in God, either. But I can trust God, have faith in God, but still have doubts about my trust in God. The conflagration described in 1 Kings might have made people there believe in God; but it didn’t necessarily instill faith in God. Were I a witness to that, and not among the children of Abraham, I might be convinced Elijah’s God was real. But it wouldn’t lead me to trust that God.

Then an angel of the Lord said to Philip, “Get up and go toward the south[a] to the road that goes down from Jerusalem to Gaza.” (This is a wilderness road.) 27 So he got up and went. Now there was an Ethiopian eunuch, a court official of the Candace, queen of the Ethiopians, in charge of her entire treasury. He had come to Jerusalem to worship 28 and was returning home; seated in his chariot, he was reading the prophet Isaiah. 29 Then the Spirit said to Philip, “Go over to this chariot and join it.” 30 So Philip ran up to it and heard him reading the prophet Isaiah. He asked, “Do you understand what you are reading?” 31 He replied, “How can I, unless someone guides me?” And he invited Philip to get in and sit beside him. 32 Now the passage of the scripture that he was reading was this:
 “Like a sheep he was led to the slaughter, and like a lamb silent before its shearer, so he does not open his mouth.

 33 In his humiliation justice was denied him. Who can describe his generation? For his life is taken away from the earth.” 

34 The eunuch asked Philip, “About whom, may I ask you, does the prophet say this, about himself or about someone else?” 35 Then Philip began to speak, and starting with this scripture, he proclaimed to him the good news about Jesus. 36 As they were going along the road, they came to some water; and the eunuch said, “Look, here is water! What is to prevent me from being baptized?” 38 He commanded the chariot to stop, and both of them, Philip and the eunuch, went down into the water, and Philip[c] baptized him. 39 When they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord snatched Philip away; the eunuch saw him no more, and went on his way rejoicing. 40 But Philip found himself at Azotus, and as he was passing through the region, he proclaimed the good news to all the towns until he came to Caesarea.

The eunuch just reads, but that’s enough for belief. Belief, but the eunuch doesn’t yet have faith. “Faith seeking understanding” is the phrase. In this case it’s belief seeking understanding; and understanding leads to faith. But understanding can still generate doubt. Faith never eliminates doubt. 

The Desert Fathers called it acedie, the “noonday demon.” They understood doubt in the life of faith. Acedie was not the crippling doubt of disbelief; it was the normal doubt of the rigorous faith they pursued. Acedie was the wavering of that commitment the hermits had made; the daily, hourly movement of the human heart.  It wasn't the acidic solvent of doubt so much as human wavering.  They were trying to live as closely and truly to God as humanly possible.  Any weakness in that effort was a falling away from the Ideal they pursued ardently.  So it wasn't the doubt that leads to loss of belief; it was just the doubt that betrayed the kind of trust (faith) they were seeking after.

Acedie is a problem every believer struggling to be faithful struggles with, whether they can name it or not.

Doubt in the life of the faithful is not failure; it is another of the conditions that prevail. But what about the acidic solvent of doubt, the kind that leads to a loss of faith, and a loss of belief? That doubt can lead to darkness; the darkness of a loss as serious as the loss of a loved one. Or it can lead to the loss of that which should be lost. There are beliefs that are better abandoned; even beliefs better to never have been held. I’m not speaking in generalities in order to be evasive. I’ve learned there are beliefs best left behind (“when I was a child…”, as Paul said). There are also beliefs best never taken up. What are they? Fundamentally, that’s personal. One person’s sound belief is another’s pernicious doctrine. I would say, broadly, whatever leads you away from humility for yourself and compassion for others is fundamentally unsound.

But that isn’t the question, is it? The questions here are “what is faith?”, and “what is belief?” William James ended his famous essay on the varieties of religious experience citing the definition of faith as “believing what you know ain’t so.” He accepted it as the common understanding of the term even among the educated audience he was addressing, and he only mildly refuted it, largely by reference to his essay and its efforts to address a larger picture of religion than prevailed in his audience. But it’s not even the right starting point. Faith is trust, not belief. And belief can’t be in what you know ain’t so. If you know science ain’t so, how can you believe in it? How can you accept any scientific ideas, without believing in them, or in the empiricism which provides the intellectual framework for them? Or even the philosophy of science, which is as much a part of science as any rational endeavor in Western culture?

“Faith” and “belief” are not strictly or simply religious terms.  To "believe" in science is not to accept it blindly.  But at some point you do "believe" in science because you have to accept its premises and conclusions.  Bertrand Russell spent years working out a logical proof that "1+1=2."  It sounds perfectly absurd, but I'm told there are no small number of valid points made in the resulting proof, valid and valuable.  We accept the equation because we're taught it in school, even though we know that in biology 1 + 1 = at least 3, if not thousands (in the case of some amphibians, for example).  The mathematical equaion, in other words, exists within a set of parameters that we accept without fully understanding them (the point of Russell's proof, in part).  And yet none call that "belief," at least not in the same sense we apply the term to religion.  But the distinction is an artificial one we also accept without examination, even as the use of "belief" when applied to religion is not the way we use the concept in any other context.

The old joke from pre-credit card days is: "In God We Trust; all others pay cash." The joke plays on two different meanings of the word "trust."  But "trust" and faith are easy synonyms in terms of religion, even though we describe Christianity as a "faith" ("the Christian faith"), and describe religious belief as faith, too.  But we also say, individually, that we have "faith," or "faith in God."  And never once consider what what the difference is in each usage, or what "faith" means except something we can't quite explain and we even worry over when "doubt" seems to impede whatever "faith" is.  If we say we have trust, it seems we've said something else; but why is that?

The fly in the bottle can't find a way out.

Faith is not some strange metaphysical or pietistically emotional state*** that I must preserve from rational attack, or especially from all-too human doubt.  Faith is trust, and as such it is mine to give, and no others.  Doubts are the reasonable response to changed conditions:  I can doubt myself, I can doubt my faith, I can doubt my understanding of God.  I can even doubt God.  The Hebrew scriptures are filled with remonstrances about God's actions in human history, from the Psalms to Ecclesiastes to Job to the prophets.  It's a rare prophet who doesn't describe God challenging Israel to come to "court" and put their case in contention with God's response.  Israel questions God; "Israel" is the name given to Jacob because it means "struggles with God."  Doubt is part of our nature, our difference from God.  I doubt my wife, from time to time, and struggle with her (not physically, like Jacob and the angel) because we are two beings, not one.  My daughter struggles with her puppy she is raising, even as she loves him.  Her struggles remind me of our struggles raising her; because she is a separate being with her own desires and demands, and they come into conflict with ours, her parents.  The struggle is real, the struggle raises doubts about whether we were doing right by her, teaching her the right lessons, treating her the right way.  We doubted, but we didn't despair.

Despair is not doubt, but too easily we confuse doubt with despair.  Despair is real, too; and sometimes the struggle leads to revelation, to vanquishing despair.  Sometimes the struggle just ends in despair.  It may be a spiritual struggle leads to abandoning trust, to abandoning belief.  Is that because God?  Or because your ideas about God were wrong to begin with?  I don't mean to pronounce a judgment; the facts determine the outcome, not the principles, not the ideas.  But faith is not simple and unitary; neither is belief.  It can be; it can also not be.

In the song, Jacob reduces faith and belief to a single demand for certainty.  He cannot live in the ambiguity, but ambiguity is where human life is lived.  I can trust that my wife and my daughter love me; or I can drive myself near-mad seeking assurances, seeking knowledge I cannot have, that they do.  At some point it comes down to trust; all human knowledge and relationships do.  To withdraw from the struggle is not to withdraw from the effort.  But it is to recognize which struggle is real, and necessary; and which struggle is just trapping you in the bottle.


*There's also the distinction of "What I believe" and "What I believe in."  But this conversation is muddled enough already.

**And there’s the crowd that, if I did say I “believe in science,” would take offense at the application of such a “religious” word to the venerated body of knowledge (this is where I point out “science” is a synonym, and rooted in the Latin word, “knowledge.”) But science is a belief system as surely as religion is. No scientist has established every scientific principle and datum by personal experimentation and analysis. The vast body of science is taken on faith, which is to say, trust. And it is not to say, on blind, unthinking acceptance. The similarities between science and religion are actually stronger than the differences. It is, in fact, those similarities that make so many determined to emphasize the differences. Nobody fights like family.

***emotional states are almost forbidden because they are understood to be antithetical to reason.  Yet love is one of the most valued (and commodified) emotions in Western culture, and if I just give rational reasons why I stay with my wife or care about my children, I'm a heartless monster with no feelings.  If I say simply I love my wife and child, no one inquires further, or thinks me shallow and simplistic in my familial relationships.  We really do preach it round and square.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

"Meet the New Boss/Same as the Old Boss"

What Digby said.

No, I mean that literally. Follow that link, you will find "what Digby said." Which, frankly, was interesting, as far as it goes. But unlike most of left blogistan, I didn't find it particularly insightful. Maybe it's because I spend too much time reading Derrida and Proust and Trollope (or Richard Rorty or William James or Reinhold Niebuhr), or maybe it's because I've spent too many years in academia where "criticism" doesn't first mean "You suck!", but rather first means "careful analysis" (or at least it's supposed to; far too much of criticism in academia is, of course, "You're ugly and your mother dresses you funny, and your scholarship sucks!," just dressed up in nicer prose. Still....) I know it casts me as a person to be avoided, derided, or just flat out ignored, but: I'm not a fan of "Digby."

No particular reason; just not a writer of great interest to me. In truth, I don't know of a writer on blogs whom I truly admire as a writer, with the exception of Athenae. I admire Scout Prime because of her dedication to New Orleans. I admire Grandmere Mimi because of her devotion to the faith (one I share more than anything else I share with anyone else in left blogistan, but not something I necessarily share here). I go to Eschaton because "expression is the need of my soul," and I find it far too easy to eat the peanuts of commentary (it's hardly ever a conversation) on the open bar there. Problem is, I can never eat just one...handful. I used to harangue my friends in long letters. Now I harangue anonymous strangers and stand on a soap box and sound my barbaric but well-educated and overly modulated and all too civilized "yawp" out to the rooftops. Over which it barely carries, it being so polite and tamed and all.

I really should find my way back to writing to my friends.....

But do I have an animus toward Digby? No, not at all. "Digby" has come to represent left blogistan now, and, ironically, the fit is just about perfect. Start with Howard Beale, prominently displayed at Hullabaloo. I saw "Network" again recently, having not seen it since it was in the theaters. I'd forgotten what a caustic, cynical, honest piece of work it was. It was like a shot of raw whisky. And while we who saw it then, and everyone since, remembers the iconic shout "I'm mad as hell, and I'm not gonna take it anymore!", and maybe remember the quote at Hullabaloo was part of that scene. But how many of us remember that it was Howard Beale telling the people they were angry, and urging them to go to their windows, that got them to do it? And then what did they do?

Nothing. They sat down in front of their televisions and waited for Howard Beale to come on again. And his network, UBS, turned him into a media star, the ringmaster of a media circus. Until they finally shot him, on live TV, because of poor ratings.

Sic transit gloria.

So it's ironic (or it should be) that this is the image I associate with "Digby," a commenter still as pseudonymous (I have a face to associate with the name, but not a person. I no more "know" Digby than I know Atrios) as Howard Beale. The "real" Howard Beale was never real in that marvelous film. He was a character, a plaything of the network, a puppet on a string, the captive of "primal forces" as the head of the network so memorably intones. He never had a choice because he had been emptied out by the very system which gave him a voice in the first place. And the minute he stepped before those cameras dripping wet and urged his audience to get up out of their seats and go to their windows, he stopped being a journalist. Literally. From that point in the movie forward, Howard Beale never reports on another story, never reads another line of copy. He becomes the world's first video-blogger. He stands in front of a camera, and he pontificates. He swears and rants and raves and harangues, until he collapses on the floor in what always looks like an epileptic fit. Everytime he goes down you think: "That's it! He's surely had a stroke this time!" And the camera hovers over him, to get the shot just perfect, to show the prophet fallen to the ground, overcome by channeling the voices of the gods.

Which is not to say that Digby thinks of herself as a channel for the gods; or that anyone in left blogistan does. Digby herself says who she is:

I’m a blogger-pundit, a role for which I am eminently qualified since, exactly like pundits on television and in newspapers, I have opinions, I write them down, and a lot of people read them. Yes, that’s all there is to it. Sorry, Mr. Broder.
Which is fine, so far as it goes. But it's hardly revolutionary. It's hardly even "participatory democracy." It's just David Broder, without the media platform, and without the journalistic experience. Once upon a time, David Broder was a journalist (hard to believe now). So was Molly Ivins. I'd say the fairer comparison to Digby is actually George Will, a man whom, so far as I know, has never held a job as a journalist. Paul Krugman, either; and I very much admire Mr. Krugman's writings. Charles Krauthammer, I understand, is actually a psychiatrist (or is it psychologist?). You can run the list on and on; but it's very hard to find any "pundit" any longer, who has any journalistic background. Why do I mention this? For one simple reason: it's always seemed to me that people who are journalists and "rise" to the level of "pundit" are a bit better grounded to sniff out the details of a story. They don't have to rely on the regurgitated soundbites of TV talking heads and prominent journalists like Judy Miller or Jeff Gerth. They can assess things for themselves and even, from time to time, actually investigate the facts on their own. I listened, recently, to Molly's last collection of her columns, Who Let the Dogs In? Much of what she had to say about politicians, for example, came from talking to them, personally; from interviews, from being on the campaign trail, from following them around and talking to other people about them. When the Texas Legislature was in session, Molly could write about it because she'd covered it as a journalist for years. She didn't write about what she saw on Hannity & Colmes or heard on Rush Limbaugh or read in the Washington Post. She wrote about what she knew; not about what other people know.

And the prime complaint against David Broder is that he writes about what other people know, and claims it as his own knowledge. In academia, we call that plagiarism. And the reason we despise it so, is because it is so intellectually lazy, dishonest, and dishonorable. Besides, its stealing, and in the land of ideas, it's all we have to trade in.

So, does this mean Digby is our Broder? No, but in a sense she might as well be. Broder is the "Dean" of the DC press corps because he's so widely respected. Wasn't always so, of course. Tim Crouse wrote a wonderful book about a Presidential campaign back when Hunter Thompson inspired a whole generation of journalists to write what they knew, rather than what their editors expected. Maybe it's not coincidence Rolling Stone published both Thompson and Crouse. Anyway, in The Boys on the Bus, Crouse famously labelled Broder with the name every working journalist (it seemed) had for him, but never said to his face: "Bigfoot." A "Bigfoot," like Broder, was a journalist who had "risen above" the rank and file reporters who had to eat on the campaign trail and hear the same speech over and over and over, sleep on the bus and in plastic hotel rooms that never changed, no matter where they were. "Bigfoot" would join the bus as some convenient point (convenient to the pundit's schedule), take in "the speech" once, and then write a pontificating column on "what it was all about."

Sometimes, the only difference between "Bigfoot" and prominent bloggers is that the prominent bloggers don't even get invited onto the bus.

I was listening to Laura Flanders today, from a talk she gave in a bookstore in Boulder, Colorado about her new book, Blue Grit. She didn't talk about bloggers and pundits and the distortions of the media, except in passing (I'm not sure she mentioned bloggers at all, frankly. Never hear 'em mentioned on Democracy Now!, either, come to think of it. Aside from Jon Stewart, that's about all the news I listen to, save for NPR; so maybe I'm not getting out enough....). What she talked about was grass-roots organizing, was vote drives to get people registered, and more drives to get them to vote; was how activist groups have pushed mayors to make enough ballots and machines available to the people who want to vote (when the numbers go up and the number of ballots or machines doesn't, well....), and how many American cities with over 500,000 population have Democratic mayors (Bill White is not officially a Democrat, because Houston "officially" has non-partisan city elections, but he worked in Clinton's administration), and how Howard Dean's effort to make the Democratic party a presence in all 50 states was both effective and would eventually pay off. And in short, after 1 hour, I had more sense of hope in the political process than I've had from weeks spent grousing about Harry Reid and John McCain and the MSM. These are not stories about people blogging or even complaining about how unfair and one-sided the MSM is, or how obtuse and worthless the "Beltway crowd" is. These are stories of people actually making a difference in the political process. Ms. Flanders is convinced they are creating a real change in national politics.

Greil Marcus has a new book coming out soon. According to the publisher:

Marcus considers the birth of America as a New Jerusalem, a place of promises so vast that they could only be betrayed--and how from that betrayal emerged the nation's prophetic voice, the voice that calls America's citizens to self-judgment. Over the course of our history, Marcus finds that the prophetic voice has sounded less and less in the political realm--where it can be heard in the words of John Winthrop, Abraham Lincoln, and Martin Luther King, Jr.--and more in the work of individual artists, including Philip Roth, David Lynch, Sinclair Lewis, John Dos Passos, David Thomas of Pere Ubu, Allen Ginsberg, the band Heavens to Betsy, Bill Pullman, and Sheryl Lee.
Obviously I haven't read it yet, and the reviews at Amazon take a different spin than the publisher's puffery. But still, it's an interesting notion that we have a national voice that calls us to self-judgment. That seems to be where blogs stem from, oddly enough. I say "oddly enough" because the "call to self-judgment" is so clearly a religious one (Marcus apparently focusses on the work of two prominent American pastors, and only one politician), and left blogistan is often so allergic to any talk of religion at all. History, of course, is rife with such ironies. And maybe Marcus is right, maybe he's wrong; but I not one binding thread among the three figures he cites: they all had serious responsibilities for their positions in the real world. By "serious responsibilities," I mean they had obligations both to an abstraction (their faith, their political philosophy) and to other people; lots of other people. What obligations do bloggers have, beyond the ones they try to pin on people like David Broder, who in turn tries, in his columns, to pin those same obligations on politicians? An obligation to the "truth"? Hmmmm...the greatest abstraction of them all. Does blogging, then, reduce to Ezra Pound's exclamation: "Hang it all, Robert Browning, there can be but one 'Sordello'! But 'Sordello,' and my 'Sordello'?" Which truth, in other words, are bloggers to commit to? Even Digby doesn't know:

The netroots – the progressive blogosphere – consists of a very lively and disparate group of citizens who are political observers, activists, readers, writers, entrepreneurs, communicating and organizing via the Internet. We have opera-loving liberals from Georgia, NASCAR-loving progressives from Chicago, and Grateful Dead-loving Democrats from Florida. We are from everywhere, and our common tribal signifiers aren’t social status or professional authority or region.
It's an almost Whitmanesque catalog, but ultimately it means nothing. The only connective tissue she identifies is passion, and "in this era of Republican corruption, excess, and failure, that passion sometimes manifests itself as anger." All well and good, but as I've stated elsewhere, even that anger seems to be running its course. How long, after all, can you stay angry? How often can you return to the well of outrage without either blowing up, or giving up? As the Desert Fathers understood, passion may well lead you to the pursuit of your life, but sooner or later acedie sets in, and then what? Has left blogistan reached the point of acedie? If not now, it will; inevitably.

With only a center pole to hold up the big tent bloggers like Digby imagine the internet has cast over this vast realm of the passionately involved, the group itself gathers only around that pole and wraps itself more tightly and tightly against it, especially as the tent itself shrinks into the truest of the true believers. What is needed are many tent poles to hold the tent up in many places, but those poles come from a broader sense of purpose, and a greater appreciation of both history and tradition. Left blogistan has neither. I've yet to encounter anyone who appreciates the Democratic loss of 1972 in the contest of the Iraq war today, mostly because the majority of people I encounter on blogs weren't alive in 1972. Vietnam is a history lesson for them. The Cold War is as remote as the Middle Ages, and just as unimaginable. Which is not a criticism, but an observation. Left blogistan will gain some roots, some purpose, some value, when it gains a real sense of history, a real sense of reality. Journalists don't notably have a strong sense of history, but good journalists have a better grasp of causation, of connection, of what preceded and why, than columnists ever display.

Bloggers could learn a thing or two from that. If blogging is going to amount to anything, it's going to have to do the kind of work Laura Flanders describes, not ape the kind of work bloggers despise. So far, left blogistan seems to be better at knowing what it doesn't like.

It's not a lot to build on.

Does this mean, then, we swing to the other extreme: that blogs are useless because they aren't bodies in the streets or canvassers covering neighborhoods? No. Back to Richard Rorty, as interpreted by Robert Bauer:

Orwell's claim was (as Rorty interpreted it) more modest, holding that when we try to find our political footing, "we do so by talking to other people... [and] we hope that these others will say something to keep our web of beliefs and desires coherent," and steer us on a course toward progressive goals.
That's surely a worthy goal and laudable effort of blogs. In fact, Bauer links the two for me: the Bush Presidency, and blogging:

Reflecting on Rorty's views, it is hard not to see how this also marks out a crucial point of distinction between Bush and progressive politics. A conservative think-tank scribe, who has had quite enough of the current administration, once explained that in the Bush White House, there is no respect for argument. The president is a "decider": he governs by instinct, and he appeals to the public to accept that it is for the best because he means to do his best. In the last years, the death of argument within the Republican Party -- the attempted enforcement of orthodoxy, defined as a primal form of loyalty to presidential will -- has cost it and the country dearly.

This administration has not given up the form, the outward appearance, of argument. Its advocacy is tied to specific conclusions; it assembles "facts" toward judgments that are already made and not to be relinquished, except under irresistible political pressure. Here we have talking points, the message of the day, the execution of a game-plan. Richard Hofstadter eloquently captured the feel of this kind of argument; and his analysis is by no means limited to the "paranoid" argumentative style that he famously described. What Hofstadter exposed was a kind of argument mounted as a defense against genuine exchange: "a defensive act which shuts off his [the exponent's] receptive apparatus and protects him from having to attend to disturbing considerations that do not fortify his ideas. He has all the evidence he needs; he is not a receiver, he is a transmitter."

The death of argument has contributed, for this president, to a disfigured brand of conservatism. Rorty would have observed, too, that the conservatism that emerged from this dialectical void did not work. Rorty would urge that progressives avoid the same mistake, by embarking on vigorous, continuous and open argument, in the interests of conceiving, adapting and achieving a progressive -- and no less important, functional -- program to relieve unnecessary human suffering.
I must admit, I'm not sure what "necessary human suffering" would look like, but we'll leave that rhetorical examination for another time. I'm not, in other words, adopting Bauer's words here, so much as confiscating them to make my point. Bloggers like to draw a cause and effect relationship between their anger and the decline in the President's standing in opinion polls. It's always struck me as small beer at best, considering Congress seems as unimpressed with those polls as the Administration is, but let that pass. It's the causal link I simply don't see. Many who didn't live through Vietnam also imagine the anti-war movement ended that war. It did nothing of the sort, although, as Bauer notes Rorty acknowledged, it did help hasten the end of that war. But what ended Vietnam is also what is ending the Iraq debacle: the entire policy has been a complete failure. Vietnam was at least partically dedicated to the "domino theory" of the spread of Communism, an idea so vague and general it could never be proven nor disproven, except in disaster (which, ironically, is what finally disproved it). As Bauer points out, Bush's failure of argument, his refusal to countenance argument, is collapsing under its own weight. Perhaps in a monarchy he'd have fared a bit better, but in a democracy the failure to allow argument is always, ultimately, fatal. It's not the kind of end we'd like to give someone credit for, so much as the kind of end inevitable from the failed premises of the enterprise. We in left blogistan are not even in the position of slouching toward Bethlehem to give birth to something new; the entire structure is simply collapsing from design failure. The best we can do now is clear away the rubble and present new and better plans for the future. And recognize that, if we are going to be prophets calling America to self-judgment, we've got to have more going for us than internet access and opinions.

We've got to do things like organize voters; and get out the vote; and insist local bodies make the voting machines and ballots available to all of us who want to participate in this democracy; which, after all, is ours, not theirs. Whoever "they" are.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

WWPD--Part II

Ed Note: I may be pushing this out of the nest prematurely, but time to see if it can fly.

In England, what passes for "Megachurches" have way more committed membership than the Church of England.
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There is still the burningly relevant question of commitment: what is it, and how do we measure it?

Surely, you say, that’s a simple question. Commitment is measured by one’s passion for a subject. But that’s a very recent definition, one that extends no further back in Western culture than the 19th century. It’s an invention of Romanticism, a yardstick of devotion created in reaction to the Enlightenment, indeed, to Western thought going back to Hellenistic times. When, for example, left rev. cites the experience of Wesley, she refers to a decline in passion, in emotional fervor, for the gospel:

When John Wesley was 83, he undertook his last, arduous circuit around all the Methodist societies and chapels in England, Ireland, and the Channel Isles. He discovered that the people had cooled off a bit. They had succumbed to what Max Weber refers to as a "routinization of the Spirit" and had lost that sense of being driven by grace and, indeed, were experiencing a crisis of grace. Why had this happened? That "grand poison of souls" had taken its toll-"the increase in goods," "the love of the world," "the taking pleasure in the praise of men," "laying up treasures on earth." (James C. Logan, "After Wesley: The Middle Period (1791-1849)." Grace Upon Grace: Essays in Honor of Thomas A. Langford.)

But this is simply what Christian monks long ago learned to call acedie; and the problem is spiritual, not just emotional. Indeed, it’s the reason the Desert Fathers retreated to the desert: to avoid the seductions of the world, because they knew whatever emotional commitment they made to Jesus would fade. For centuries, Christians understood that commitment to Christianity was a matter of discipline, not emotion; of diligence, not excitement. We can’t go on; we go on.

What mega-churches and “thriving” churches promise today, of course, is an emotional experience. But it’s the same thing Hollywood promises. In the entertainment industry they call it “high concept,” meaning the plot of the movie or TV show can be explained in a few words. What they really mean is, it’s already familiar, and we can emotionally respond to it because we know what to expect and when to expect it. Watch any sitcom and pay attention to the rhythm, not the story or the jokes, and you can quickly figure out when a new character will enter, who that character will be, and when the next joke is coming. It’s as regular as clockwork. Watch a familiar sitcom in re-runs and you’ll notice that the early shows are usually fresh and different and almost unique. And, if the show lasts very long at all, they stop being fresh and different and almost unique, and settle quickly into a familiar pattern. The characters all lapse into caricature and cliché. Is this because the writers are lazy and stupid? No, it’s usually why the show has any longevity at all: it lapses into the familiar, the better to appeal to the emotions of the audience, emotions which the audience wants stirred on a very simple, a very familiar, level. All the characters become familiar and settle comfortably into their roles, as we settle comfortably into our couches and put down the remotes.

It is no accident that "user friendly" "seeker services" are as much like TV shows as possible. After all, what is more "user friendly" than what we are already familiar with? And what better way to lure large crowds of people, than with an emotional stimulant?

Wesley is not guilty of some secret sin because he wanted Christians to be passionate and stirred in their faith. The best worship service I ever preached in was at a small African American church in southern Louisiana. The people shouted "Amen!" during the sermon (a strange response when you've finally gotten used to people listening very quietly to what you have to say) and sang and shouted and praised so vigorously even my daughter, on the way home (and much younger then) said: "And I didn't even get bored!" The only other African-American service in my memory is one I attended in seminary. At the end, the pastor had to appeal to people to leave, so the next service could start on time. Both churches clearly had their passion in the right place, and knew how to use it; so it isn't passion itself that is suspect.

It is the reason we've come to rely on passion. The Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. was a passionate preacher; but I defy anyone to read his letter scribbled on stolen scraps of paper and smuggled to the outside world, and deny he was also seriously rational in his fervor. No more was Wesley a man carried away by his emotions. But emotions have become the easy touchstone of our lives. Sure of our ability to detect hypocrisy in reasoned words even if (perhaps especially because) we can't analyze their logic, we trust in passion to reveal the truth we are certain reason obscures. This is part of the reason Americans distrust "eggheads" and prefer the truth revealed by emotions. All of our dramas hinge on it. Compare something like "Antigone" or "Othello" to, say, "The Death of a Salesman." All three are tragedies, and great ones. But Creon is undone by his passion and paranoia, not revelatory through them. Likewise Othello is undermined by his trust and his unreasonable jealousy, egged on by Iago and exacerbated by being alone in a foreign land unaided by the reasoned counsel of cooler and wiser heads. But Willie Loman's passion for success reveals his true nature, even as it reveals the weakness of the American Dream he so passionately believes in. Even Miller is more rational than emotional. Name a TV sitcom or drama, or even popular movie today, that doesn't turn on passion rather than reason for it's story. Even the scientists in "CSI" are passionate about their field (rather than dispassionate, like Sherlock Holmes). I haven't seen it yet, so I could be wrong (someone correct me if they know), but I expect the trajectory of the plot in The Queen is that Queen Elizabeth II "hides" behind an emotionless facade, and at the climax of the film she finally reveals, or (just as telling) refuses to reveal, her 'true' emotional self.

We are, after all, what we feel; not what we think. That we even think that is almost a truism is a legacy of Romanticism. So now we measure "commitment" by passionate involvement, or at least excitement. And we measure success by the ability to stir people to passion.

Which, of course, is one reason Hitler scares us so much, to this day: because he was reportedly such a fiery speaker, and so ably manipulated the emotions of the otherwise rational German people, a culture which gave us the intellectually passionate music of Bach and Brahms, the contained power of Beethoven, the erudite reasoning of Kant, Schopenauer, Heidegger, Bultmann, and the powerful schools of Scriptural exegesis which continue to affect Western culture today. It was the passion Hitler unleashed, we say, which fired the second World War and sparked the Holocaust. Because if any of that was reasonable, where is the hope in reason?

But if that was a nationwide emotional response, how can we trust emotion to reveal the truth about us that our intellect hides? And if we can't trust something else to reveal ourselves to us, how can we ever know the truth? Or is truth something beyond our individual experience?

Friday, May 03, 2019

Alone Again, Naturally


Spending time alone?  Or avoiding loneliness?

Really?

The idea was to see how our views of boredom, loneliness, selfhood, and community have evolved over time, and how technologies have sparked those evolutions. And what they found was striking: We don’t merely develop new devices for expressing our emotions — our devices actually alter what emotions we express.

Our emotions are altered by the decline of pen and paper, and the rise of keyboards and screens?  What, pray tell, were our emotions like when we were almost universally illiterate?  Or do our emotions have to do with culture, with philosophy and even theology?  The very idea that our emotions are discernible by the technology available to us is, shall we say, suspect.

Or should we just cut to the chase and call it baseless?  Because to the man with the hammer:

The idea was to see how our views of boredom, loneliness, selfhood, and community have evolved over time, and how technologies have sparked those evolutions. 

The whole world is a nail.  And here we go:

Very different things. The word “boredom” didn’t even exist until the mid-19th century. When people experienced empty moments, they described them as dull or monotonous or tedious. Boredom wasn’t a category of experience yet.

People expected feelings of empty time and accepted them as part and parcel of being human. It doesn’t mean they enjoyed dull moments by any stretch of the imagination, but they weren’t surprised by empty times. And in fact many thought that’s how God had laid out the world.

Just as 19th-century Americans accepted monotony as inevitable, they also accepted loneliness — or as they called it, “lonesomeness” — as part of the order of things; they thought it was unpleasant but not unexpected and that everybody was going to experience aloneness in their lives.

Start with that first paragraph.  There is enough there to keep Wittgenstien and a whole host of French philosophers busy for another century (it kept them busy enough in the last century); not to mention the Desert Fathers who identified acedie in the fourth century, so I kind of doubt "boredom wasn't a category of experience yet" in the 19th century.  And speaking of the hammer and the nail:

Sure: the radio. We found many people in the 1920s and 1930s thinking the radio was transforming their lives and times, often voicing the sentiment, “Thanks to the radio, I don’t have to sit in solitude in my house.” We found evidence of that in the 1920s, ’30s, and ’40s.

It's an interesting observation; but it raises the question:  why did people feel the solitude of their homes was oppressive?  Because radio relieved it?  Or because modern life was so dehumanizing?  Consider Eliot's version:

"Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? ..."

That's from 1915, and technology has certainly changed the way people live already by that time.  All the "lonely men," like the narrator, "leaning out of windows,"  each in his own apartment but as separate as if they were hermits alone in the desert.  And is that because of the radio, or in spite of it; or does the radio have nothing to do with it at all?  Are they not lonely because they don't have radios yet?  Or are they lonely and isolated because of technology?  Maybe it has to do with philosophies of how human live should be lived, and what it is lived for?  Technology there certainly has to do with why people would live that way, rather than in the extended family units familiar in human history for centuries (and shattering in England already by the time of Grey's "Elegy"); but technology is not introducing ideas like boredom and isolation, it is creating those realities because of the way human being shift their standards of what life is and how and why it is lived.

I agree we are giving up something essential when we give up the ability to be alone with our thoughts.  But I'm old enough to remember knowing people scared of precisely that (and those of us who liked our solitude were both "weird" and "anti-social," with the latter meant as a clinical description), long before the personal computer was even a glimmer in the eye of Woz.  Humans have always been gregarious social animals; the "loner" is the odd ball, the "lone wolf" (a metaphor meant to underline the strangeness, as wolves are pack animals).  Technology didn't change that.  Still, there's something here:

I think there are lots of things that people are giving up when they lose the ability to be alone. Unfilled moments, moments where you don’t have entertainment, or moments where you don’t have companionship, may actually spawn creativity. Certainly a lot of 19th-century romantics thought that.

Being still with yourself can give access to all sorts of ideas and musings that wouldn’t otherwise occur. So perhaps in our quest to end boredom our creativity is being stunted, and we’re actually becoming more boring.

Maybe; or maybe we weren't all that interesting before the internet.  I don't remember us being all that fascinating or more self-actualized.  And yeah, just like the idea of "self-actualization" comes from the 19th century Romantics, so does the fact the mass of men thought that handful of Romantics to be a bit crazy or self-indulgent.  Indeed, I think there's a direct line from the worst excesses of Romanticism to the present day, and it doesn't necessarily run through smart phones:

We certainly found that, among the people we interviewed today, they talked about how they felt new and growing pressure to express, celebrate, and brand themselves.

Technology makes it accessible, but culture makes it seem that's the only expression possible.  Cell phones might well be an inevitable result of the scientific revolution, but the "growing pressure to express, celebrate, and brand themselves" is straight outta Wordsworth and Byron, bay-bee.  Or Whitman, if you want to be American about it.  Whaddya think the hippies and college students were doing in the '60's, when the only technology of mass media was TV studio cameras?

Get back to me when you've thought about this a bit more.  Seems more than a little half-baked right now.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

"I can't go on. I'll go on."--Samuel Beckett

Despair is the topic of the age, the lingering residue of the end of Romanticism and the advent of the Modern. It's so prevalent now, there's a company devoted to it, and they publish some wonderful parodies of "motivational posters. My favorite is: the one about "Burnout. "Attitudes are contagious. Mine might kill you."

Well, that, and the one about mistakes: "It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others."

Maybe that's why despair and I get along; because I was weaned on Calvinism and then Existentialism, and finally "Modern" literature. Or maybe it's because I remember despair, and haven't been back there in years.

Good times, good times.

Kathleen Norris, an oblate to a Benedictine monastery in North Dakota, says the monks call it acedie. It is the time in the desert, that spiritual space between certainty and the renewal of the experience of truth, an experience that may or may not come. Monks come to the monastery, passionate for a fuller relationship with God. Believers, especially new converts, are initially on fire with their new realizations about faith. It can be a powerful motivator, and even lead to visions. But passion doesn't guarantee results, or even a response. Mother Teresa reportedly went to India following a vision from the Christ, the last of several. Despite all her years of devotion in India, she never had another one. And she never stopped longing for it. She couldn't go on; and she went on.

Despair, in the final analysis, is a luxury of adolescence. It is the flip side of passion, the realization that the powerful longing you felt, is gone, and may never return. Passion is what we discover in our childhood, our "teenage years." Passion is that first powerful reconnection with another person, the first one we are aware of as a person ourselves. It can seem to be the only reason to act, to do anything, it is such a potent force. Eventually you find you go on without an emotional spur for every decision. Because, eventually, it's not about what you feel. It's about what you do.